During my recent hospitalization, the doctor expressed doubt that I am, in fact, bipolar I but that I am rather mildly bipolar II, but much more so a victim of unresolved grief and loss. I think there is some truth to that. Therefore, it is my intention, with the help of God, to release the disappointment, resentment, and pain I have suffered in my life. As part of that release, I am considering closing down this blog. Dwelling on the negative in my life has done me no good. What has done me good, however, is the sense that sharing my experiences, and trying to put a positive light on them, has done you some good.
Therefore, if you would, please indicate whether or not this blog has been a help to you. I share from Saint Francis in that I hope to be an instrument of God's peace.
Where there is despair, let me bring hope.
Where there is darkness, let me bring light.
Where there is sadness, let me bring joy.
I know lately I have sought to be consoled. I have not been well. But I am taking steps (even baby steps) to shed myself of the crap of a painful life. If I continue this blog, it is my intention to bring hope, light, joy, and peace.
Your response will help me decide what to do.
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Blogging has always been, for me, a self-therapy. To get the words out of my head where I can look at them and see what my brain is thinking about (I have a horrible brain-mouth connection and tend to have trouble focusing on audio, but I've a great hand-brain connection and love to read). It's wonderful that we can share our experiences with each other though, and to see that there is both darkness and light for all... that little less alone, I guess?
ReplyDeleteI don't really know if any of that makes sense though, as I'm up too late and starting to fall asleep. <3
Hi Catherine, it has been awhile since you posted. I pray things are going better for you. Negativity has been overwhelming, but new meds and new hope are bringing hope. I look forward to you posting more
ReplyDeleteSaint Francis brings much peace to me, giving me a chance to fight down overwhelming thoughts.
Dangerous ignorant...
ReplyDeleteBoth my intellect and emotions go out to anyone, referring bipolar 2 as 'milder' especially a doctor.
https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bipolar_II_disorder
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